Dear you,
I’m sorry to have to write this in a letter. I’ve tried to talk to you, but my pleas have gone unanswered.
I know times are hard, & I know life is hard for you. Please understand, it's NOT you, it's me.
There were times when we laugh, smile. I love it how you used to tell me "I Love You". A morning text, good night text. Telling me, how much you missed me. Maybe we weren't mearnt for each other. But all that has changed.
Thing changed, you know. You seem stuck in the past, we didn't talk like how we used to before.
I know you don’t like how much time I spend on the social networks meeting and talking to new friends, but it’s not just about you anymore.
I hate to hurt you, I didn’t plan for it to happen. We met online in a social network and, at first, just chatted occasionally. But then something happened.
We connected! He told me about himself and shared interesting information. And he wanted to get to know ME! It wasn’t all about him. He listened; he cared; and he made me feel valued. I’d be lying if I said it meant nothing. He had me at “Hello. How can I help?”
I know, you treated me the best. I know, I'll be a bitch if I said no. I'm so sorry for all these shit that has happened.
But, it's over baby. I can't go on. I'm unable to bring myself to see you again.
Baby, yes I loved you, but this is goodbye. I hope you understand. I needed more from you than you were willing to give.
I wish how, I can give you, my love, my care, my sweetness, my cute to you. Cus I know you don't really like your army friends. You're the first guy, that I loved and couldn't get you off my mind. You left an impact on me. I know,
you will find a girl that, is fated to be with you, that is willing to takecare of you, to show you her love. & that you'll love her.
I'm sorry baby, but forever
DON'T exist
But, you should me. I've a strong character. & I won't let anybody stop me from moving on my life. I won't cry, I won't feel like dying. I won't do stupid stuff. I have life to handle.
I hope, from the buttom of my heart, you'll understand how I feel
I hope we can still be friends.
Xoxo,
Olivia Paris Au
(Back to my hug.♥)