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Religion: Taoist :)
My passion is Travelling and I'ma movieholic!
Don't be afraid to make mistakes, Every mistakes lead us to a better person
When you fall, learn to stand up :)
I super duper love the colour Pink
Lastly, I dream aloot! :D
I'm not someone, whose feeling you can play with. Cus in the end, you'll get f*ked up anyway.
OM GAM GANAPATAYE NAMAHA
I love Paris Hilton and I love her soo muchyy
She's my #1 FASHION ICON!♥
No matter what you said about her, she's still Paris Hilton(:
♥My Sisters at School, the craziest!
I'm, going to write down these today and this moment. & I don't care, if any CHINAs is going to see this.
I don't know, what the hack are these china woman thinking. Like, they are paid to kill a bunny or a kitten?? Don't they have any f*king brains or conscience?? Well, they are so famous now, that you're on the news. I hope, one day karma falls on them. I, seriously don't know what they are thinking.
Please la, you chinas. Stop those abuse leh, you think very fun!? I hope next time, their husband abuse them back. Stupid chinas~ _|_
I got my hair dyed. Abit of red cum purple. I like!! Though the timing is only short while, I really like the colour! :D
Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man? You know I gave you the world You had me in the palm of your hand So why your love went away I just can't seem to understand Thought it was me and you babe Me and you until the end But I guess I was wrong
Don't want to think about it Don't want to talk about it I'm just so sick about it Can't believe it's ending this way Just so confused about it Feeling the blues about it I just can't do without ya Tell me is this fair?
Is this the way it's really going down? Is this how we say goodbye? Should've known better when you came around That you were gonna make me cry It's breaking my heart to watch you run around 'Cause I know that you're living a lie That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...
What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around
Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed You said that you were moving on now And maybe I should do the same Funny thing about that is I was ready to give you my name Thought it was me and you, babe And now, it's all just a shame And I guess I was wrong
Don't want to think about it Don't want to talk about it I'm just so sick about it Can't believe it's ending this way Just so confused about it Feeling the blues about it I just can't do without ya Can you tell me is this fair?
Is this the way things are going down? Is this how we say goodbye? Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry) That you were going to make me cry Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around 'Cause I know that you're living a lie That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find
What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around
What goes around comes around Yeah What goes around comes around You should know that What goes around comes around Yeah What goes around comes around You should know that
Don't want to think about it (no) Don't want to talk about it I'm just so sick about it Can't believe it's ending this way Just so confused about it Feeling the blues about it (yeah) I just can't do without ya Tell me is this fair?
Is this the way things are going down? Is this how we say goodbye? Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry) That you were going to make me cry Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around 'Cause I know that you're living a lie But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find
What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around
[Comes Around interlude:]
Let me paint this picture for you, baby
You spend your nights alone And he never comes home And every time you call him All you get's a busy tone I heard you found out That he's doing to you What you did to me Ain't that the way it goes
You cheated girl My heart bleeds girl So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt Just a classic case A scenario Tale as old as time Girl you got what you deserved
And now you want somebody To cure the lonely nights You wish you had somebody That could come and make it right But girl I ain't somebody I'm out of sympathy You'll see
(What goes around comes back around) I thought I told ya, hey (What goes around comes back around) I thought I told ya, hey (What goes around comes back around I thought I told ya, hey (What goes around comes back around) I thought I told ya, hey
[laughs] See? You should've listened to me, baby Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Because (What goes around comes back around)
my mother say I never do household. Ya I fvcking never do. I came back, I washed up all the fvcking dirty clothes, I fvcking put it in the washing machine and I waited 47 minutes for it to be washed. Then I fvcking take the hanger and I fvcking hang it up. Then I fvcking boil the fvcking water. Then I never sweep the bloody, she say I never do household. WTF? She blind or what!? If I never do household, those fvcking clothes would have be full like mountain. If I never boil the water, she'll be drinking shit and urine! Cb everytime come back aim at me. WTF SHE WANT!? FVCK HER FVCKING BRAIN! I know, she come back from work, very tired ma? I know. But everytime when I come back, I feel like she's scolding me. You knn need everytime scold me? Next time, when I work, I'll leave you to hunger. Want me to do that??
Everybody in the family you also don't like. Then what the knn you like? Your collegues you also don't like. Daddy, korkor you also don't like. You starting to make me dislike you more and more. Your fvcking nagging is really, one kind of a pain in my ass.
Sometimes, how I wish I got no mother like you. I only want my father and brother. You, just fuck off. Sometimes, you make people really hate you, hate how the way you talk, how the way your fvcking attitude is.
Do you, even understand me at all? You're my mother, and the least thing you knew about me is nothing. You don't understand me, you don't know what I'm thinking. Sometimes, going out with you, make me so pekcek.
First, you toke your own sweet time walking like some bloody taitai. Then when you're in a wrong, you keep thinking you're right.
You never realize you own mistakes. You keep thinking that, everybody is in a wrong. Cus you think you know better. Why don't you just open up your fvcking mind?? Why don't you, just try to get along with other people? Try to accept their attitude. You think your attitude very good ah? I think that, other people attitude is so much more better then yours.
You make me, so dislike you. Why would you wanna do that!? I'm done saying you. One more fvcking time you scold me, I'll post the same old thing again.
Knn I want an iPhone and I'm unable to get. Cus 1 problem, I've got no fvcking money to buy. & some spoilt brat already got an iPhone still hyam so much.
EH HELLO KNN, IF YOU USING IPHONE IS SO BAD, THEN WHAT I'M USING IS EVEN MORE WORST RIGHT!? Before talking about how bad your phone is, THINK ABOUT ME OK! FVCKING KNN SPOILT CB BRAT!
I want iPhone my laobu comfirm 100% security chop won't buy for me de lor, i damn pekcek now can. Seibei bth some people got iPhone still hyam their phone not good enough. Knn I using Nokia 2330 classic isn't it MORE FVKING WORST!?
Then some very smart, use second hand iPhone purposly sell as first hand, for $700++-$1000++
You think I stupid ah, fvck your brain, FML la. You got what you want, then don't talk so much. I know you got iPhone, so stfu please. Don't haolian that your iPhone very 大不了.
There are somethings, which you don't wanna happen, but has already happened. & all we have to do is to accept it.
There are things that, we don't wanna know, but we have to learn the truth. I would rather cry over the truth then to smile over a f*king lie.
There are people, whom we can't live without, & theres nothing much to talked about, we have to let go.
This is life, & life is full of lessons.
Girls are like
apples on trees. The best
ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for
the good ones because they are afraid
of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they
just get the rotten apples from the ground
that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples
at the top think something is wrong with them
When in reality, they are amazing. They just have
to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who
is brave enough
to climb
all the way
to the top
of the tree
It doesn't mean, that if you're pretty. Means you have everything. Cus one day, when you are busy happy with what you have, the next moment, you lose it. You lose everything.
Bitch, don't do me wrong. I'll chop your fucking head off, bloody bitch.
Go on, and enjoy your fucking misery life, you'll end up really fucked up -'-
One day, don't blame god for what has happen to you. Blame on your fucking fault. Bitch, you know, I don't wish you well. I hope you fucking burn in hell. Don't be too happy, about your life now. About what you have, money, girls, love. Cus one day, when you're so busy happy about it, you lose it all. Take this advise. Either way, you'll end up in Hell.
Today, 12/11/10, I had the most fun and memorable day of my life.
We chat, we laugh, we tease, we ............... secret! :D
Chat with qingqing and we actually talked alot yea not just a lil bit. Hope she will listen! Seat at Clarke Quay oppsite near the river.
Sit with Jess, Xiaoyuan and Qinging. We chat something that really impact me. I hope to look forward to it somedays when we grow up. I know, it's misery cus we still have 4 more years to go ):
My friend, taking his driving liscene today, passed both of his theory. *jealous*
I'll try, to pass both my theory and practical. I'll study more harder then my N level and my ITE exam. Mum also support me to get a liscene :D
Exams in a week few times. After exam, start to send in resume for work. Will work for money first, then take lisence. But still continue to work, then go for my course. This is how I plan it to be :)
Anyway, I f*king hate cockroaches. They creep the ass off me with their hairy little long legs, black in colour, and worst of all still, some fly! They're disgusting and scary.
Saw a cockroach at my sofa this morning. But it is lucky, to got away from me. Or else, I'm gonna KILL IT!
Really, this thing is boiling me whenever I think about it. How I wish, I can move house and live with my sisters. See, even if we quarrel, we tend to say sorry in the end.
I just have something to say to her:
Don't ask me, to change my temper, when you yourself haven even change. It's a joke, when you ask people to change their temper, & yours is exactly the same. Can't you reflex yourself on the damn mirror when you wake up?? You keep pointing out people's mistake, people's error, BUT YOU YOURSELF you never see your own mistake. You keep having this stupid and naive thinking that, whatever you do, is right. & you never spare a thought or put yourself in their shoe. Human make mistakes right? & they learn from their mistake, and that's what they call it EXPERIENCE. You said, you got more experiences with me. What shit did you leant? After forty+ years of your freaking life, what did you learn? Or what do you know? Until now, today this moment this freaking damn second, you still think that you have changed?? You think that, you've done the right way? You can tell God, that you're right and I'm wrong. But I touch my heart, and I tell God, I'm trying to change my temper. Not because of you, I change it for myself. I know, God is listening and is willing to give me a chance to change. But you, all you think is, I'm stupid, Hopeless, Useless, because I study ITE, and to you and your freaking collegues, ITE means It's The End. F* your thinking. I know, his smarter cus his taking private Os. Don't compare me with others, then AT THE FIRST PLACE WHY DID YOU BORN ME OUT? I know, you're unhappy with this family. Please, don't make me dislike you more. Cus I won't, be as close to you as before if you keep doing this. I know, my temper is bad, I know. I admit, it's damn hard to change. Everytime when there's a quarrel, I tried sooo hard to control my temper not to talk back to you. I tried, at least I tried. I know, I'm stupid and useless. Because I never do household. I know, you think you're smarter then me. Do you think I want it that way? Stop trying to show or prove to me that, I'm stupid. I KNOW IT MYSELF. You see, I know who treated me well who treated me bad. I know. What you said to me, is obviously an impact on me. Well, you didn't know. Cus whatever you said out, it never cross your mind. You just said what's on your freaking mind. You read Buddha teaching book. & the book taught you that, think twice before saying. Did you even use it? If you don't, then wtf you read it for? You read and read and you can tell me not to do bad, to control my temper. BUT YOU? ALL YOU DO IS TO POINT PEOPLE'S MISTAKE BUT YOU, YOU THINK YOU'RE PREFECT?? See, I'm trying not to scold bad word. Next time, when you ever lose your f*king temper on me, you'll watch it. Don't blame me, you freaking ask for it. See, how unhappy I'm with you now? :)
WOO! Pour out all my feelings and I'm feeling better. Exams coming :(
Did a trial test for driving. Turn out that it kinda common sense. & I realised that, before the test, you must study. Then will pass. If not fail, cus although some are common sense, but some required you to study. BTT isn't so hard. But, FTT is really hard for me. I can pass BTT but FTT...........................
I haven even taken my test yet now I'm panicking. I'm worry for my theory and my practical. I hope I can do well! Don't full mark also give me a pass!
If I got my liscene, the rest later on then plan. Now, work!
I’m sorry to have to write this in a letter. I’ve tried to talk to you, but my pleas have gone unanswered.
I know times are hard, & I know life is hard for you. Please understand, it's NOT you, it's me.
There were times when we laugh, smile. I love it how you used to tell me "I Love You". A morning text, good night text. Telling me, how much you missed me. Maybe we weren't mearnt for each other. But all that has changed.
Thing changed, you know. You seem stuck in the past, we didn't talk like how we used to before.
I know you don’t like how much time I spend on the social networks meeting and talking to new friends, but it’s not just about you anymore.
I hate to hurt you, I didn’t plan for it to happen. We met online in a social network and, at first, just chatted occasionally. But then something happened.
We connected! He told me about himself and shared interesting information. And he wanted to get to know ME! It wasn’t all about him. He listened; he cared; and he made me feel valued. I’d be lying if I said it meant nothing. He had me at “Hello. How can I help?”
I know, you treated me the best. I know, I'll be a bitch if I said no. I'm so sorry for all these shit that has happened.
But, it's over baby. I can't go on. I'm unable to bring myself to see you again.
Baby, yes I loved you, but this is goodbye. I hope you understand. I needed more from you than you were willing to give.
I wish how, I can give you, my love, my care, my sweetness, my cute to you. Cus I know you don't really like your army friends. You're the first guy, that I loved and couldn't get you off my mind. You left an impact on me. I know, you will find a girl that, is fated to be with you, that is willing to takecare of you, to show you her love. & that you'll love her.
I'm sorry baby, but forever DON'T exist
But, you should me. I've a strong character. & I won't let anybody stop me from moving on my life. I won't cry, I won't feel like dying. I won't do stupid stuff. I have life to handle.
I hope, from the buttom of my heart, you'll understand how I feel
Went Little India ytd, ohgod man. So crowded and, those idiots keep pushing me. One fker lean his hand on me, then I turn around then he said "Solly solly". Knn you touch me somemore I give you a fking punch on your fk face I tell you. Don't think you big size or taller then me I scare of you~
Dad brought me to do Henna. That lady didn't go sucha good job after all.
I'm feeling, kind of disappointed. Everytime I wanna do something good, something bad happens. Nothing goes well for me when I'm serious about something. Something bad will just happened. Make me feeling so, disappointed. FML for now~
Cut my fringe, & god, now I don't even know if I look younger or older o.o
I look younger BUT at the same time, I look like I'm 20 plus. Stupid~
WAOOO DAMNNN!! I don't mind driving this car out on the road! This car has blinded my eyes~~~~
Today today today today today today, I was freaking happy!!
Why why why?
CUS.................
Paris accepted me as a friend in fb!
When I realised that she accepted me, I gone insane for that moment!
I kept saying, OMG PARIS ACCEPTED ME!!
Then I started to tag her in one of the pic that I toke in Sentosa. Ohgod, couldn't believe my eyes. Sisters clap their hands and teacher was smiling at me, heehee hoohoo~
I swear, that if Paris Hilton's second album released, I'll definitely buy it! I've already fall in love with her songs, now waiting patiently for her to released it
:)
Found out from dad that, the liscene for driving is 18 years old. I'm not taking my course straight away, I'm working first, then when enough I'll pay for my own course. I'm not, going ITE anymre, ohgod, nightmare~~
Dad told me that, he'll try to sponsor me, that fees for lisence. Aww, love my parents so muchy♥
Mum will try to sponsor the fees for, my course. I had such an wonderful family, what more can I ask more. My family is alway my first prioty
STOP ANIMAL ABUSE!
Monday, November 29, 2010
